

HelloAs I feel the blood flow Swiftly out of my veins I pray to God to ask Why myself I have slainHello
I ly here
A depressed look upon my face With a knife in one hand The other wrapped in lace
A life lived unwanted
Full of memories and pain Of how I will always lose And have nothing ever to gain
You are what I had
And you are what I lost
In order to ease the pain I will stop at no cost
I'm near the end now But just before I say goodbye I'd like to say hello
Hello people I've never met Hello tho


Life, Shattered and BrokenMy life a shattered and broken glassLife, Shattered and Broken
Of sleep with nightmares of my past The screaming, the yelling, the hurt, and pain The screeching hault of blood through my veins
The fear, the terror, the horror, the dismay My life a mess, in disarray I can't believe you could blame me Saying you never loved thee
The malignant tumor you put on my heart This relationship, now, always apart You can't touch me now You corrupted that vow
You can't have me now I'm gone and you'll see How much better I am without you with me You face now a demon that haunt


DarknessI can feel the darkness Creeping through my mind I seek the light But illumination I did not findDarkness
I hear the darkness whisper
Softly in my ear I tried to listen to the sweetness But that I did not hear
I see the darkness
Slowly seeping through What I didn't know
The darkness was you
You tried to sneak in
And cloud up my brain Seeking only to hurt Only to cause pain
I feel your presence now It causes me to shiver
As the wave of nausea Makes me quiver
You cause even involuntary functions


A DreamA dream within this dream So cold and lifeless it seems Full of passion and out of breath Only alive within our deathA Dream
Only alive within the pain Loving is its dying game So dream and make it real Love someone with all you feel
Alive within the hurt
Alive with all this affliction Obsessed and overcome
By my own addiction
My addiction to be loved
The obsession feeds my mind For this love I can't seem to find


Relentless FeelingsI could only wish to see you here As I sit in dark and fear You are gone never to return Inside me, a hole that just burnsRelentless Feelings
I can only wish that you could see What kind of pain I've done to me You might see me different you might think it's wrong What can you expect cause only you make me strong
Without you I'm nothing and nothing I am Can't see the light from this prison I'm in Please get me out, please come save me It's never too late to set someone free
You will only be rewarded with undying love Till we're both in the ground and living from a


Invitation To A LoverNo excuses tonight, my love,.......no foolish pretense Just you and I together at last and this feeling so very intense There are no candles, no lilting music plays You intoxicate my soul and melt my defenses with your true love ways.Invitation To A Lover
I reach out to you, take my heart in your hands You but only have to say and your wishes be my commands They say young love is incomplete and superficial, not substantial or strong But here tonight as you and I lay together, we have proven them all wrong.
We showed what pure, honest and true love is, without being compromised Just holding you cl


VigilShe sits in her room, listening to love songs And she wonders......."When will it be MY turn?!" As she sits and listens to the soft, gentle refrains A single tear rolls down her pretty face As wonderful as she is, she has found no joy No happiness, no love.Vigil
She is a lady.......
She goes out very little, her material needs are very few Her intellect channels her desires Naive or sheltered, she is not She just chooses compassion over compulsion.
Her virtue has gotten her no swooning suitors No hot guys knocking on her lonely door Yet, she keeps a


Mind Turned In On ItselfWhat are those demons that drive you? Those inner voices that taunt, torture and divide you?Mind Turned In On Itself
It's something that's deep seated within You can't help yourself, it's gotten under your skin.
That inner working that tells you what to do You can't fight it, it's at the very heart of you.
The addiction.......that sweet, damned, accursed burning passion Tearing away your very soul from it's foundation, after a fashion.
You want to heal yourself from this deranged disease Yet, those demons are what you seek to please.
You hope that they'll leave your broken
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~The-Shallow-Abyss~
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That what you seek, is in the four corners of the earth. It is inside, you do not see it, because it lives behind the veils of illusion.
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Our love was like the store-brands; fake, cheap, & never as good as the real thing
Sarah <3
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